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Point of View, Part One

  • Posted on April 4, 2017 at 7:24 pm

By Misty Meadow

I live in a small flat on the tenth floor of a high rise block in a council estate in North London. It’s a pretty crummy area, our building being closely surrounded by other tower blocks, the nearest being not much more than twenty-five feet away. They’ve just finished building and families are moving in. I’m luckier than most, because my flat is on the top floor at the end, so only half of my view is blocked.

My name is Misty and I’m twenty-one, having just finished at Uni with a shitty degree and little hope of a decent job. I’m currently employed as an assistant in a flower shop at minimum wage and it’s a struggle to make ends meet. Still, can’t complain, lots of people are worse off.

It’s Saturday morning and I roll out of bed, have a delicious pee, make a cup of coffee and sit out on my balcony on a plastic garden chair. I’m still dressed in my old white cotton nightie, which I’ve had since I was a little girl, so it’s indecently short on me. I don’t care. Who’s gonna see me? A screen to my left gives me privacy from my next door neighbour and if I sit close to it and back from the edge of the balcony, I can only be seen by the flat exactly opposite mine — which has been empty, until now.

But today, I see someone behind the floor-to-ceiling glass wall. The glass door slides open and a young girl steps out, dressed in a short frilly flared skirt and a camisole top that might or might not be an undergarment. Who can tell, these days?

She looks across at me. I can see she’s pretty in the way that little preteen girls are, cuteness mixed with innocence.

I decide to play a little game. I’m going to pretend that I don’t even notice that she’s there, and then be a little careless about how I’m sitting. Knowing that my nightie doesn’t cover what it should, and being the dedicated exhibitionist that I am, I make things more interesting by lifting my heels up onto the edge of the chair and parting my knees twelve inches or so.

Now I know my cunt is visible and my excitement builds. I gaze off to the right, apparently enjoying the view of London’s rooftops, “unaware” that I’m being watched. A little shiver of excitement runs through my body.

I love showing off my cunt to other girls. Did I mention I’m gay? I like to expose myself, and I like looking at cunts and doing all sorts of unmentionable things with them.

From the corner of my eye I can see the little girl staring at me. She’s close enough that I can see the smile on her face. Then, as my excitement builds, she steps back inside and comes back immediately, holding up a phone. It looks like she’s taking a picture of me, but as she continues to hold the phone without moving, I realize she must be taking a video.

Oh, this is precious! My cunt is being filmed! I carelessly let my knees fall further open so that I’m now in a pose that can only be described as lewd. Nothing more happens for about twenty seconds, except that my heartbeat steps up.

I’m gonna let you into a secret. I’m not only an exhibitionist lesbian, but I’m also into little girls. Yes, I’m a fucking paedophile, but not one of those monsters who lures kids into a rusty old van, drives off to the woods and molests them, no. (They’re always men, anyway). I’m just a nice girl who happens to get sexually aroused around little girls.

They have to be old enough to have sexual feelings (I was eight when I had my first crush on another girl, nine when I started masturbating), but not past puberty. If their tits are just budding and their pubic hairs are just a wisp, that’s fine, but as soon as they blossom into young women, my inner child-lover turns off, and I regard them in a different light. Now they have to be approached differently. Their innocence and vulnerability are gone, but they’re more available in a direct way — so yeah, I do have hot sex with teen girls and mature lesbians. But adult sex arouses a different type of lust in me, more aggressive and direct. This could be a result of being seduced by a teacher when I was thirteen, who taught me the delights of cunnilingus, rimming, fisting, watersports, nipple play and, as you’re discovering, showing off my cunt to any female who wants to see it. I have no idea why I’m so aroused by little girls, though.

You can find me on several websites, posing with other naked girls, happy to let ourselves be seen by the whole world. But I digress.

The girl steps back into her flat — and though I patiently wait, she doesn’t reappear. Eventually, I give up and go inside to take a shower.

Coming back into my living room naked, drying myself off with a towel, I look across the way and the girl is there again, with her phone. I wonder if she can see me through the glass. Without making eye contact, I slide my glass door open and stand just inside, dragging the towel across my back to dry it. Then I turn, open my dresser drawer and select a pair of ordinary white cotton knickers, the kind you buy at Marks & Spencer’s, three to a pack. I drop the towel, pull the knickers halfway up my thighs and leave them there. I put my hands on my bum and arch backwards as though stretching, then bring one hand round to my front and run a finger up and down my cunt.

Then I turn sideways and look at myself in the mirror. I have to admit I look pretty hot. There’s something about knickers at half-mast that looks sexier than mere nudity. I slowly pull them all the way up, nice and tight to create a camel toe, then put my hand down the front and push my middle finger into my cunt. I pump it in and out a few times, knowing that from her flat the action, in profile, will be quite evident, then I pull my hand out and suck my finger.

Figuring that’s enough of a sex show for the moment, I put on a white singlet that shows my nipples off nicely and a pair of skimpy nylon jogging shorts. No, I’m not gonna jog, no way. It’s just a sexy outfit that lets me show off my legs. I step back into the doorway and look across, just in time to see the girl disappear back into her flat.

*****

It’s after lunch and I’m back on my balcony, sitting on my chair, reading a paperback, keeping an eye on the flat across the way. I’ve taken my jogging shorts off. Who knows, my little nymphet might appear again. I have my own phone handy, just in case.

Eventually, my patience is rewarded. I see her come out onto her balcony, dressed as before. She looks across at me and I pretend to be reading, but I’m holding my phone flat against the cover of the book, hoping that she won’t notice it — or if she does, she’ll play the same “unaware” game as I am.

Without looking at me, she lifts one leg and puts her foot on the balcony rail, a difficult feat because it’s a metre high. I fumble with my phone and manage to start recording a video. Her lifted leg exposes a sizeable area of her white knickers as she adjusts the strap of her sandal. I zoom in. Then she lowers her leg and does the same with the other. It would’ve been much easier for her to simply squat down and fix her footwear, but then I wouldn’t have got such a terrific upskirt shot. Then she steps inside the flat and turns to face me again, unfastening the side of her skirt and letting it fall to her ankles. She has on the same kind of knickers as mine, plain white cotton. My heart is racing. The girl lifts her cami over her head, shakes her hair free and tosses it aside. She looks utterly delicious, a sweet preteen angel wearing nothing but knickers. My inner paedophile is now wide awake, eager for more. She turns her back to me and slides her knickers all the way down, bending forward as she does so, offering me a view of her lovely little bum. Then she disappears from sight.

I look at my phone. I’ve caught it all perfectly. When I zoomed in, it was as though I was about eight feet from her. The definition is crisp, the lighting perfect. If she’d zoomed in with her phone this morning, then she’d captured a thrilling view of my cunt, and right now the thought is making me wet.

I get up, go inside, close the door and partially close the curtain to darken my room, then lie on my bed, push my knickers down to mid thigh and put a hand between my legs. Holding my phone with my other hand, I play the video — the classic upskirt and the dropping of her skirt, the exposure of her perfectly flat chest with its tiny nipples, and the descent of her knickers, revealing her tight little bum cheeks. I don’t have to frig myself for long before I come, a delicious wave of paedo lust sweeping over me.

*****

It’s Sunday morning and I’m in the corner mini-mart, looking for a bottle of bargain wine. It’s much cheaper than drinking in a pub, and I can spend the time saved surfing for child porn. The pickings are slim, these days (the porn, not the wine), but I have managed to assemble an impressive collection of still pictures of naked little girls, all carefully stored on thumb drives hidden in my flat. I’m not gonna leave that dangerous stuff on my computer or phone.

I look down the aisle and my heart skips a beat. There she is! The girl on the balcony, wearing the same skirt but with a cotton vest. It’s clearly an undergarment, but on a girl as young as she is, it wouldn’t invite comment. Oh, it’s my lucky day! I walk up to her.

“Hello, neighbour,” I say, giving her a friendly smile.

She looks up, goes blank for a second, then recognises me. A grin breaks out on her face. “Hello,” she says.

“Have you just moved in?”

“Yeah, last week, me and my Gran.”

I smile and in a non-threatening tone ask, “You weren’t by any chance taking a picture of me yesterday?”

“It was a video,” she confesses, grinning. “I wasn’t sure you’d noticed.”

“How did it turn out?”

“Awesome!” she says, using the only adjective that kids seem to know these days. “You were very naughty.”

I move closer and whisper, “I love being naughty. I’m a very bad girl. Do I get to see the video?”

She hesitates. “All right.” She pulls her phone from the pocket of her skirt, turns it on and hands it to me. There I am, sitting on my chair, my cunt just visible between my thighs, and then I lift my feet up and the camera zooms in so it seems like I’m just a few feet away. My legs spread and there’s my cunt, on display for the whole world to see. I’m looking away, apparently unaware. The picture wobbles a bit, zooms out then back in for a final look and the screen goes dark. It lights up again, showing me with my towel, showing my cunt again and briefly frigging myself. Sucking my finger was a nice touch, I had to admit.

“Oh, my God!” I laugh. “Look at me. Look at little Misty showing off her cunt. Oh, how precious!”

She gives me a puzzled look. “You’re not little.”

“I like to think of myself as little. I like little girls, too. What’s your name?”

“Cherry.”

“And you live alone with your grandma?” I want to know who else might be able to see my cunt.

“Yeah, but don’t worry, she’s half blind and everything’s a blur to her. She can’t see across to your flat and she never looks at my phone.”

“That’s good, ‘cos when it’s sunny, I sit out on my balcony with nothing on and get an all-over tan. If I sit in the corner, yours is the only flat that can see me.” I impulsively decide to be completely honest with her. “I have a confession to make. Yesterday afternoon, I took a video of you undressing.”

She giggles. “I know. I could see you trying to hide your phone with your book.”

“Wanna see it?”

“Ooh, yes,” she says, eagerly. So I take my phone out, start the video and hand it to her. “You can see up my skirt,” she says, but not in a complaining way.

“No shit. Don’t tell me that leg lift thing was accidental, either.”

She giggles. “The rail was a bit high, but it worked, didn’t it? Oh, look at me in my knickers! I was naughty, too.”

“And you have a lovely bum, Cherry.”

She hands my phone back to me. “So we’re even, then?”

“It’s not a contest, it’s just a game. I like being naked around my friends and I’ve decided that you’re gonna be my friend.” She glows. I continue, “As it happens, there are naked pictures of me on the internet. You can look at them if you want. Anyone can.”

Her eyes go big. “The internet? Wow! You must really like showing off your… ”

“…Cunt,” I say. “Don’t you?”

“I… I’ve never shown it to anyone. Even Grandma never sees it, ‘cos of her eyesight.”

I decide to take the plunge. “Would you like to come up to my flat and look at my pictures, Cherry?”

She nods, eagerly, and I grab the cheapest bottle of wine I can find while she loads her basket with frozen dinners, we take turns paying, then we leave. I take her hand as we walk back to my building, where we catch the lift up to the tenth floor.

On the face of it, it would seem unlikely that a girl whom I met just minutes ago would willingly accompany me to my flat. Hasn’t her gran ever told her not to go with strangers? But in our case, all caution was set aside once we’d dealt with the fact that we’d surreptitiously been filming one another. That set up an immediate bond, and we’re now two individuals who’ve conspired to do something wicked together. We could blackmail each other if we chose, but then why would we?

In my flat, I put her groceries in my freezer so they won’t thaw, then pour a glass of wine for myself and half a glass for Cherry. As young as she is, I’m guessing ten or eleven, that’s about as much as I dare risk.

She sits on my bed (the flat is really just a bed sitter plus a bathroom and kitchen), her back against the headboard, knees up under her chin. I can see the gleam of white knickers between her thighs. I aim my phone at her and the flash goes off. She grins and lets her knees fall apart, giving me another beautiful upskirt shot. I show her the pictures and we laugh.

Then I sit at my computer and boot it up. She comes and stands beside me, her hand on my shoulder. I find the website that features me and some friends, naked in a field. There’s nothing especially lewd, but our cunts are perfectly visible. I don’t show her the lesbian video I starred in, because it looked a bit staged with a lot of fake panting and gasping, and neither of us even came.

“You’re very pretty, Misty,” she comments.

“Not half as pretty as you, Cherry,” I say sincerely. “When I was your age, I was a lot prettier than I am now. Like you, I looked like a perfect little angel, though I was always very naughty.”

“Like how?”

“Oh, I used to pee through my knickers in public. I’d just let a little bit go, just enough to get them wet. My aunt who brought me up used to spank me for it. She’d take me across her knee, lift my dress, pull my knickers down and slap my bum cheeks. It never hurt, though I’d pretend it did. I think she just liked pulling my knickers down.” She giggles. “Little girls’ bums are so cute. I have some pictures. Wanna see them?”

“Oh, yes!” she says, her eagerness quite evident.

I take one of my thumb drives from its hiding place (I’m not gonna tell you where) and plug it in. This is the least extreme of my collections, showing preteens as young as eight in their undies with several of them naked, either innocently or in quite lewd displays.

Cherry stares at the screen as I scroll through them. I put my arm round her hip. What I really want to do is run my hand up the inside of her thigh and rub my finger on her knickers where it really counts, but I don’t want to get ahead of myself.

“What do you think?” I ask, when the slideshow ends.

“They’re all so pretty.”

“And sexy, like you.”

“I’m not sexy. I’m too young. I’m only ten.”

Oh, my God, only ten! She could be two or three years away from her dreaded puberty, that age when little girls start liking boys and lose interest in the women who love them. I have plenty of time to enjoy my new angel friend.

“Ten’s not too young. I was sexy at ten. I started touching myself in bed at night when I was younger than you.”

“And you still do it? Touch yourself, I mean?”

“Of course. Every girl does that.” I don’t ask if she does, not wanting to make her feel embarrassed if she does, or uncool if she doesn’t. “Can I take some pictures of you?”

Her face lights up. She plonks herself down on the end of the bed and lies back, then lifts her skirt up over her chest. I grab my phone and take a picture.

“Wanna see my cunt?” she asks. When little girls talk dirty, my tummy churns with excitement, and her question is about the dirtiest thing I’ve ever heard from a little girl.

“Oh, my God, YES!” I gasp.

Without another word, she reaches down and pulls the crotch of her knickers to one side so her cunt is fully revealed to me, utterly devoid of hair. To most people, it would just appear to be nothing more than a vertical slit in her prominent mound, but to me it’s a treasure waiting to be explored. My flash goes off as I move about, shooting from different angles, then I kneel for a close up, her cunt filling the lower half of the screen, her smiling face above. “Perfect!” I gush.

“Take my knickers off,” she demands.

My heart is in my throat as I reach out, hook my fingers into the waist of her knickers and slowly slide them down to mid-thigh. I take more pictures as she lies there, her smile getting bigger by the minute. For good measure, I unfasten her skirt and take that off too. Her phone falls out of the pocket and I pick it up and put it on the bed beside her. Now all she has on is her white cotton vest, the scoop neck decorated by a narrow edging of lace. It doesn’t even cover her belly button.

More pictures. I’m now in the realm of creating child porn, but I’m far too carried away to care. She lifts her legs so that her knees are up by her ears and her bum’s up in the air, exposing both her orifices, her thrilling cunt and her darling little rosebud. My phone flashes away every couple of seconds. She lets her knees fall out sideways, creating the lewdest pose possible — and I almost come right there and then.

I drop my phone and kneel on the floor right at the bottom of the bed. “Put your feet on my shoulders,” I say, “then you won’t have to hold them up.” She complies and I gaze at her cunt, now inches from my face. “Can I touch it?” I ask, hoping against hope.

“No one’s ever touched me there before.” I think she’s about to add “no” but instead she says, “You can kiss it if you like.”

Oh, my sweet darling little nymphet, I think, you’re driving me crazy. I can detect the faint aroma of sex coming off her, a lighter, sweeter aroma than the smell of adult pussy — and I inhale deeply.

Unable to wait any longer, I lower my head, my pursed lips planting a kiss right on her slit. Cherry’s hand strokes my hair. I extend my tongue, searching for her vulva, feeling her shiver with delight. I drag my tongue down and then all the way up to her clit, teasing the tiny bump that will soon be the source of the best of her pleasure, then go back to tonguing her vagina again.

I come up for air and gaze up at her. She’s holding her phone up high, taking selfies of us as I eat her pussy. Oh, God, she’s so beautiful!

Her radiant smile makes my heart flutter. “That was nice, Misty. Do it again.”

I’m more than happy to comply. I could spend the rest of my life with my face between her slender thighs. Another deep breath through my nose, and I’m down in there again, in heaven, thrilled to be teaching a little girl about the joys of cunnilingus.

Wanting to show her even more, I lift my head, slip my middle finger in my mouth to moisten it, then press its tip to her cunt. Her legs spread even wider in invitation and I carefully push it inside. My finger meets no resistance. Her hymen has already been invaded, by whom or what, who knows? She gasps.

“Does it hurt?”

“No, no! Don’t stop. Push it all the way in. Oh my God! It feels amazing. You’re setting me on fire!”

I can’t help but smile. “This is finger fucking. Girls like me do it to themselves when there’s no one else to do it for them.”

Cherry’s cunt is wet, the aroma of sex getting stronger. Her eyes are tightly shut, her face contorted in what looks like pain, but I know is ecstasy. She gasps and her hips buck up and I pull my finger out and clamp my lips on her cunt. She lets out a little cry, then slumps back on the bed.

Did I make her come? I raise my head and look at her. Her laboured breathing slowly comes back to normal, and she opens her eyes and gazes at me adoringly.

“Oh, Misty,” she murmurs, “I came. You made me come. So that’s what it’s like. Now I know what all the fuss is about. It was awesome! It was the most thrilling thing that’s ever happened to me.”

I lift her feet from my shoulders and gently lower them to the bed. She lies there, smiling at me.

Her phone is on my nightstand, where she left it. I hand it to her. “Now it’s your turn to take pictures of me,” I say, sliding my shorts down and taking my T shirt off. Her phone flashes.

“Misty in just her knickers,” she murmurs, “Oh, how delicious! I love your tits and your nipples are so big.”

“Wanna see my cunt again?” I ask and, without waiting for a reply, ever so slowly begin to slide them down as the camera flashes as fast as she can take the shots. When my knickers are at mid-thigh, I lace my fingers behind my head and push my hips out.

“You like it, Cherry?”

“It’s gorgeous! Will my cunt have big lips like that when I grow up?”

“It will,” I say, parting them with my fingers, “and you’ll have a nice little clit like this for your girlfriends to play with to make you feel good.” It pokes out between two of my fingers. I let my knickers fall and move close to the end of the bed, pushing her back so she lies down.

I kneel over her, shuffling forwards until I straddle her face, her upper arms pinned down by my calves. “Take a good close look, Cherry. I love it when little girls look at my cunt.”

She gazes intently at my dripping wet pussy, then brings her forearms up over my thighs and uses her fingers to part my lips. A fleeting thought crosses my mind as I think how exciting it would be if I just let my bladder go and peed on her lovely face, but it’s way too soon for that. In the days to come, I’ll carefully introduce her to watersports, to fisting, to anal play and the delights of dildoes — everything a young lesbian ought to know about.

Her huge eyes seem to say “I love you, Misty,” as I inch forward, until my cunt is just inches from her sweet mouth.

“Can I kiss you?” she asks.

I don’t need to answer.

Continue on to Part Two

My Family, Friends, and Sex – Chapter 4

  • Posted on April 4, 2017 at 12:02 pm

By Purple Les

I was sitting next to Mom on the couch, my head resting on her chest and my legs under me. I was sort of just lying against her, and she had her arm around me with her hand on my shoulder.

“What I am going to tell you, Katy, is between just you and me. I mean, anything I tell you now you can talk about with Aunt Billie, Aunt Sue, Sammie, and Penny, but no one else. Understand?”

I told her I did, and then Mom took a deep breath and said she would try to make it so it would make sense to me, she hoped. “You see, Katy, I am a lesbian. You know what that is, right?”

I nodded and said they are girls who like girls for sex.

“Well, a real lesbian loves women the way other women love men, and sex is a big part of that love. I guess you must know a lot of things about sex from reading the stories at Juicy Secrets, don’t you?”

I said I did, and Mom said that would make it a little easier for her to explain stuff to me.

“When I was fifteen, I knew I only cared about other girls as far as sex went. I couldn’t talk about it, not to my parents for sure, and not to my friends. I kept it secret. When I would masturbate…” Mom smiled at me ’cause I think I was blushing. I was sort of trying to picture her doing that. “Yes, honey, your Mom loves to masturbate, been doing it since I was thirteen. That’s why I was surprised that you had started so young.

“Anyway, when I went away to college I met a girl who — well I don’t how she knew, but she knew I liked girls — and she knew I had never been with one. She taught me everything about girl love. We had a great time for almost six months. Then she broke up with me.”

“Why did she break up with you, Mom? She must have been crazy to leave you.” Mom kissed my head.

“Oh… well, one night she asked me what I would think about when I masturbated, and I told her my favorite thing was thinking about girls. She laughed and said, ‘Duh, like, don’t we all.’ So then I told her I thought about young girls, like ages five and up to our age and older. That I didn’t know why, but thinking about young girls really made me hot. That I loved the way they looked.

“She asked me if I had ever done anything for real like that. I told her the only person I’d ever had sex with was her. She asked me if I ever had the chance and didn’t think I would get caught and there would be no harm to a child, if I would have sex with a little girl. I told her that I didn’t know for sure, but I loved the idea of it. She told me I was a sick, dangerous person, and she never wanted to see me again.”

I thought Mom looked like she was going to cry. I knew my Mom wasn’t sick or dangerous. Why would someone say that to her?

“Well, Katy, I thought she was right and I hated myself. Then I met your father in my art class. He was funny and good looking and smart. He made me laugh and we started seeing each other, going for beers and pizza and out to movies, or just walking and talking.

“I liked that he never tried to kiss me or anything. We had so much in common. One night we started to talk about sex, not like talking about having sex but talking about weird types of sex. We had each other laughing, some of the things people do for enjoyment can be very odd, but harmless mostly. I started to cry, and I told him I liked girls. He dried my tears and laughed, and he told me he liked boys. Then we were both laughing.

“We thought it was quite a joke that we had sort of fallen in love, but we were both gay. We loved each other, just not in a sexual way. Then I told him I had only been with one woman, but that what I thought about was too weird to say. But he got me to tell him that I thought about sex with young girls.

“He said that he couldn’t believe it because he thought about sex with young boys! I asked him if he had ever, you know, been with a boy. He said he only had sex with one other guy, he took a deep breath and said, ‘I guess I am worse than you, I only have sex with my brother.’ That’s your Uncle Peter, Katy.”

I just nodded my head and asked her to keep telling me about it. It was so cool to have Mom telling me all this stuff. I had heard stories about things when they were young, you know funny things, but never nothing cool and sexy like this. Maybe that was why I liked girls, ’cause Mom was a lesbian, but then I asked Mom how I got born and stuff.

“Bear with me, Katy. I asked your dad how long that had been going on, and he said since he was ten and your Uncle Peter twelve.

“Then your Dad told me his sister, your Aunt Billie, was a lesbian. He laughed and said it must run in the family. Your dad told me she liked to think about young girls like I did, but that his brother thought having sex with a child was disgusting.

“So, Katy, long story short, we got married. Only your Uncle Peter and Aunt Billie knew the truth, that we married despite the fact we were both homosexual. Of course they had no problem with incest. You know what that is, I guess?” she asked and I nodded my head.

“Well your dad still had sex with his brother, and I began to have sex with Aunt Billie. Aunt Billie had lots of girl friends, and she would sometimes have me join in with her other friends. I think I made up for lost time with her, I had never thought of having so much sex, and I loved it.”

Mom looked happy now thinking back on it.

“Your dad and I decided that we would try to have a baby. I hope this doesn’t sound too weird to you, but we thought if we had a boy your dad would be able to someday have sex with him, and if we had a girl that I could someday have sex with her. We wouldn’t force them to have sex, just bring them up in a very open way and see what happened.”

“What happened, Mom? You’ve never had sex with me!”

“Well, the idea of having sex with you was all that me and Aunt Billie and Aunt Sue talked about while I was pregnant.”

“How did you get pregnant if you were both gay?”

“Well once a month we would have sex, I would pretend your dad was a woman with a dildo, and your dad would do me from behind and pretend I was a boy. We did that once a month for nine months till I finally conceived.” I just nodded my head.

“So Mom,” I said, “Aunt Sue and Uncle Peter were married before you. Did they have sex to have Sammie and Penny?”

“Your Aunt Sue was a friend of Aunt Billie’s. Because of what Uncle Peter does for a living and who he works for, he needed to seem straight. Their marriage is what some call a marriage of convenience. Aunt Sue wanted a child, and they did something called artificial insemination. They used Uncle Peter’s sperm and put it in Aunt Sue, but they never had sex. Aunt Sue was like me and Aunt Billie. She liked the idea of having sex with young girls, but she could never tell Uncle Peter that. When Aunt Sue had Sammie, well she went ahead at a certain point and had sex with her. Later on, she invited me and Aunt Billie to have sex with Sammie also, and we did.”

“Why didn’t you have sex with me?”

“I don’t know, Katy. You sure turned on your aunts, and I would be lying if  I said I never thought about it. But I was so busy bringing you up, and me and your dad so busy trying to make a living, and you with your low blood pressure, not to mention those dizzy spells and your asthma…. well, I guess I was just so busy trying to keep things together I was not even thinking of going down that road. And add to that your dad joining the stupid army and getting himself killed, and I never got around to it, I guess.”

Mom started crying and I tried to comfort her like she would me when I cried. I rubbed her back and told her it was okay and to stop or she would make herself sick.  I hugged her and started to cry, too.

I’m sorry you have to read all this weepy stuff, but I had to tell you about it. Anyway after we were cried out we started to laugh.

Mom said that life was short and if I wanted sex with her she would do it, but that she just couldn’t bring herself to make the first move. I didn’t feel much like sex at that moment, but I wasn’t going to forget what she said, either.

Then the phone rang. It was my friend Mary. We talked for a while and then she said that her parents would be closing the restaurant for New Year’s Eve, and they were wondering if she and her little sister Lucy could stay with me and Mom for the night. I said it would be great, though I was a little disappointed that Mary’s five-year-old sister would be with her. I mean she was cute and a good kid, but she would be hanging around us and she was just a kid.

So I let Mary’s mom, Mrs. Tran, talk to my Mom, and I heard Mom say all the usual grownup stuff, you know, no problem, love to have them, we would just be here anyway, no plans, blah blah blah and yak yak yak. Mrs. Tran loved to talk and pretty soon Mom was mostly just listening. Mom would say, “Yes, of course, I understand, Grace. Yes, uh-huh, oh sure.” I was looking over the back of the couch at Mom on the phone, and when Mom looked at me, I rolled my eyes and moved my hand so my thumb looked like a mouth going up and down. Mom smiled and turned away from me.

“Okay, Grace, I have to go now. It’s time to get Katy to bed. No, no, it’s no bother. Katy’s thrilled to have Mary over for the night. Okay, bye now,” she said and hung up.

“I don’t have to really go to bed yet, do I?”

“No. That was just to get off the phone. She loves to talk. So where should we put Mary and Lucy tomorrow night?” Mom sat back down on the couch with me and pulled me next to her again.

“Well, Mary is small like me, she could share my bed, and you could put Lucy on the couch down here.”

“Wouldn’t you like to be together?” Mom asked. “Lucy’s so cute, and Mrs. Tran says Mary and Lucy share a room, so Lucy might be lonely without her big sister.”

I said I guess so, except I wanted to be alone with Mary, but I guess that wasn’t going to happen. I don’t know why I wanted her alone in bed. We never did anything sexy, but I thought about it a lot. Mary never said anything about sex. She seemed to like boys, always talking about stuff like who would you marry and all that. But at school whenever a boy talked to us at recess, we would run to the fence near the woods and grab it and spit over it and say, “Now we’re free of boy cooties.”

“Katy, do you and Mary, uh, ever, um…”

“No, Mom, not ever. I mean, I guess I think about it sometimes, but I don’t think Mary would like it.” I could feel my face getting hot, and then without thinking, my mouth said something my brain didn’t tell it to. I just blurted out, “Mom, did you like Sammie licking your butthole?”

As soon as it came out of my mouth, I couldn’t believe I’d said that to my Mom. I had to put my hands over my face, and I felt like disappearing. I not only said butthole to my Mom, but I asked her if she liked having hers licked.

Mom pulled my hands away from my face, and said, “Knowing you saw us like that, I guess it’s just as embarrassing for me. Anyway, yes, I do like to have my butthole licked. No one else seems to care for it much. Just me and Sammie seem to really enjoy it. Was it gross for you to see that?”

“Sort of, at first, but then I thought it was pretty cool. Were you licking Sammie’s, too?”

“Yes, I was licking her butthole and her pussy, and yes, she loves it.”

“Mom, I licked Sammie’s pussy! The day you guys all went out, and I never did that before to anyone. But she said I did it good, and I wanted to do it again, but I didn’t get a chance ’cause they all had to leave. I saw her butthole, and I thought about kissing it, but I didn’t know if that was okay.”

So I told Mom all about it. Then Mom told me the first time she licked Sammie, she was maybe six years old. Aunt Sue had Mom and Aunt Billie over to stay for a few days while Uncle Peter was away, and the grownups were having sex together when Sammie came in. Mom covered up and was embarrassed and stuff, but Aunt Sue said it was fine and told Sammie to take her clothes off. Mom told me her and Aunt Billie couldn’t believe all the things Aunt Sue had shown Sammie how to do. Mom said when Penny was born that it was Sammie who showed her how to have sex when she was old enough, and even before that Aunt Sue and Sammie would have Penny in bed with them when they had sex.

I told Mom I felt kind of left out, that they were all having sex and I didn’t even know about it till now. Mom said it just worked out that way, that it didn’t mean they didn’t want to have sex with me. She told me that everyone had sex when the time was right for them. Mom said she knew I had a crush on Sammie, and she was glad that I liked Sammie so much and that I had a good time with her like I did. She also said she was sure we would again.

“So Katy, I guess now you know why I always sent you to bed so early and Sammie got to stay up so late.”

We laughed. I guess it was cool, and I didn’t really mind. I was also kind of horny now thinking about Sammie and Penny having sex and stuff.

Mom was twirling some of the hair on my head with her finger, just kind of absentmindedly like she would do sometimes before she would ask me something. “Katy, if something were to ever happen to me, who would you rather live with? Aunt Billie or Aunt Sue?”

“What’s going to happen?! Are you okay?” I sat up and looked Mom in the eye.

“I’m fine, nothing’s going to happen, but just say something did. Who would you rather live with?”

“Neither, I would just stay here till you came back.”

“What if I was never coming back, ever?”  This was sort of scary to hear Mom say, but I know grownups think lots of odd things.

“I would just live here like always, Mom.”

“Really? What would you do for food and money? How would you get around?”

“Well, I would sell your pickup truck, and buy a horse, and that’s how I would get around. I could ride the horse in races and win lots of money.” I thought it was a very good plan to have just thought up right away like that.

“Well what if Sheriff Johnson said he wouldn’t let you do that, that you had to live with a grownup, who would that be?”

“Aunt Billie.”

“Are you sure? Aunt Sue and Uncle Peter have lots of money, plus a big house in a nice town, and you’d be with Sammie and Penny all the time.”

“Yeah, but Aunt Billie is more fun, and I like that she isn’t fussy like Aunt Sue, she’s more like you, Mom, you know, not all that makeup and fancy clothes you got to worry about. And I would still be close to Mary and everything. Why are you asking all this?”

“No reason, just wondered. Now how about you get ready for bed and we can watch a movie if you want to.”

Well, I was all for that instead of these weird questions from Mom. So I got ready real fast and we watched a movie called Sirens. It was about a priest and his wife and they meet an artist who has all these naked girl models, which was cool, but the parts I liked best were when the priest’s wife would daydream she was bare naked in front of all the people in town. She saw herself naked in church while everyone else had all their clothes on, and then again at a picnic. She was naked in front of women and men, and even kids. Then I was getting sleepy but I saw almost the whole movie. Mom tucked me in and I fell asleep thinking about Mary staying over tomorrow night. I wondered what it would be like to be naked in front of her and her little sister and Mom.

When I woke up in the morning it wasn’t quite light out yet. I thought about seeing Mom and Sammie having sex. I put my hand down my pajama bottoms, and I started to masturbate lying there all warm in bed. As my pussy got more gooey, I thought about more stuff.

I thought about how everyone had seen me bare naked the night I had tried on clothes, and now that I knew how much they liked that, I wished I could go back in time and take off the swimsuit real, real, slow. I thought it would have been neat to just stand there bare naked and let them have a real good long look.

While I rubbed my pussy faster, in my mind I saw Sammie come in and stand by me. While I pulled down the bottoms of the swimsuit, she’d say, “Yeah, look at that sweet ass, everyone!” and the grownups would say, yeah, let’s all kiss her ass and lick her pussy, and Sammie would say, “Katy loves to lick pussy, and she does it good. Let’s line up so she can lick us all!” Then the grownups would all strip naked, and they would hold their pussies open for me and I would lick them all like a kitten with a bowl of milk. And then Mary would walk in and get naked too, and I’d stick my tongue in my Mom’s butthole, and Mary would stick her finger in my pussy while Sammie licked my butthole.

Then Mom would say, “I never told you before, Katy. Meet your little sister.” In my mind, I saw this naked girl who looked like Mom when she was a little kid.

She said, “Nice to meet you, big sis. Lick my pussy. Lick my little pussy right now!” Then there were bright lights even though my eyes were closed, and a roaring was in my ears.

I saw Mom’s face by Sammie’s bare ass, and Mom was saying, “Cum Katy! Cum on your friend Mary’s face! That’s what she wants so bad!”

Then my cousin Penny was there and she wanted to lick my pussy, and I said in my head, “Fuck my fucking pussy with your mouth, Penny! Make me cum on all of you!” I felt so hot, felt so, so, so fucking good. I had been pulled into heaven and everything felt so good that my bones disappeared, and my feet went numb.

Then it was all quiet, except I heard myself breathing real hard. I opened my eyes and there I was alone in bed. My finger was up inside my pussy. I took it out real slow. I was on my tummy, and as I brought my hand out of my pajamas and looked at it, my palm and fingers were all covered with my pussy goo. I was just lying in bed looking at my hand. I wondered what made me think such dirty things when I masturbated.

Then I heard the downstairs door open and Mom shouted up the stairway, “Hey, sleepyhead! Are you getting up sometime today?”

My bed is like from the 1950’s and has all these shelves and stuff built into the headboard. I saw my clock, and it was almost ten in the morning. I heard Mom come up the stairs a little ways.

“Katy, are you up? Are you okay?”

My mouth didn’t seem to work very well.

“I’m okay, Mom. Be down soon.”

I lay there another half hour and heard Mom stick her head in the downstairs door again and go, “Katy, you up yet?”

My body weighed a ton, but I somehow sat up and got my feet on the floor.

I got my robe and my slippers on and came down the stairs like Frankenstein’s Monster, and went to the bathroom. After I peed and washed, I plopped myself down at the kitchen table.

“Did you sneak out last night and go bar hopping?” said my mom. Then she felt my forehead and said, “You okay?”

“Yeah, Mom, I woke up too early and fell asleep again. I’m okay.”

“Alright, I should have got you up sooner maybe, but it’s New Year’s Eve, so I thought I’d let you sleep since you and Mary will try to stay up till midnight, I’m sure.”

Holy cats! I forgot Mary would be over to spend the night! Now I was awake. I would hopefully get to lie next to her all night long in my bed.

“After breakfast — or maybe I should say lunch, lazybones — let’s straighten up around here some.”

“Can Mary sleep in my bed with me, Mom?”

“Hmm, we started talking about that last night, but I don’t think we decided. I suppose it would be okay if she wants to. I’ll give them some options on sleeping arrangements, but you go along with whatever they want to do. They’ll be your guests. Don’t forget that.”

The rest of the day went pretty fast. I guess it does when you sleep half of it away. After I had finished my chores, Mom made me go shower and put on clean clothes. I’d been in my pajamas all day.

We had supper. It was my favorite, spaghetti with olive oil and garlic with lots of cheese on top.

Then we hung out, and at seven o’clock we heard the Trans pull into the driveway.

We were at the side door before they were even out of the car. Mrs. Tran handed Mary stuff, which Mary handed to my Mom, who handed it to me. I dumped it in the living room. Two sleeping bags, two pillows, and a big overnight bag.

Mr. and Mrs. Tran kissed Lucy and Mary goodbye. Then I took their coats and hung them up while they took off their boots.

Mrs. Tran was in the doorway and she said real loud, “If the girls misbehave, you just throw them out the window. Don’t even open it up, just throw them out!”

Mary looked at me and just rolled her eyes. Then Mary and Lucy hugged and kissed their Mom goodbye again.

“Thank you again, Carol,” Mrs. Tran said. “We are so looking forward to having a fun time tonight. You know, we never get out by ourselves for a good time when it’s just us.”

Mr. Tran honked the horn and yelled out the window, “Hey! Hurry it up, Grace! It’ll be next year already before you’re done gabbing!”

“Okay! Okay!” Mrs. Tran answered. “You see what I put up with, Carol? Here’s my cell number in case you need anything or have any problems.”

“You two have a great time, Grace. I know everything will be fine here.”

“Okay, bye now, and Happy New Year! Thanks again! We owe you! You know, this one year we….” HONK HONK! “Okay! I’m coming already! Bye now, Carol,” Mrs. Tran said and trotted to the car and got in. Once she had her seatbelt on, Mr. Tran backed out and drove off.

We were all in the living room. I was pulling games out of the closet. First we played Twister. Mom spun the wheel while me and Mary and Lucy got all tangled up on the spots. Then we played Sorry for a while.

After we finished playing Sorry, Mom said it was time for Lucy to get ready for bed, but that she could watch one of her DVDs that she brought along.

Mom wanted to know if we were all sleeping in the living room in our sleeping bags. I said I wanted to show Mary my room first to see if she wanted to sleep up there. I told Mom we would be up there for a while and Mom said that was okay. Then she said she would get Lucy ready for bed, but Lucy wanted Mary to do that.

Me and Mom looked at each real surprised when Mary just pulled off all of Lucy’s clothes right there in the living room. Lucy wasn’t shy about just standing there bare naked while Mary went through the bag to get out Lucy’s pajamas.

I know we didn’t mean to stare at Lucy while Mary looked for her pajamas, but it wasn’t every day you saw a cute naked girl in your living room.

Lucy saw us looking at herself and laughed. Pointing between her legs, she said, “This is my poochie!”

Mary had the pajamas out. She smiled at her sister and said, “Okay, put these on now. No one cares about your little poochie.”

Once Lucy had her pajamas on, Mom sat with her on the couch while me and Mary ran up to my bedroom.

Continue on to Chapter 5