The Joy of Looking, Chapter 70

  • Posted on May 14, 2015 at 5:01 pm

By Naughty Mommy

Finally it was Saturday night. Finally!!

Throughout the day, all three of us — Mommy, Katie, and I — kept thinking about what was going to happen that night. I could tell that by the way they would look at each other and the way they both looked at me. I could also tell from the suggestive touches I received from each of them that morning, a pat on the bottom from my mom that was firmer than it normally would be, or a squeeze around the waist from my sister, pulling my hip warmly against hers.

Outwardly, we tried to act like nothing special was going on. But inwardly we knew.

I had to go babysit for Justin and Britney in the afternoon, and that went fine, no problems. Elaine drove me home after she got back, dropping me off at around 5:15.

Mommy and I made dinner together, and Kate and I cleaned up the kitchen, and then we played a couple of games of Clue with Molly, and then at 8:30 Mommy told Molly it was time for her to go to bed and the two of them went upstairs hand in hand. Our mother spent more than half an hour in Molly’s bedroom, a lot longer than it takes to put her to bed. We knew exactly what was going on up there, of course, and so by that time, my sister and I were nearly insane with lust.

We were on the sofa where we’d started playing a video game, but we’d both quickly lost interest. In unspoken agreement, we set our controllers aside and turned off the game, then pulled our pants down and started masturbating. Twenty minutes later, when Mommy finally came downstairs, we’d each already had a couple of orgasms, rubbing our clits and fucking our little vaginas with our fingers as we watched each other.

We didn’t do any more than that because we wanted to wait for her. When Katie and I really made love for the first time, going all the way, we wanted to share that with her, with our mother, and share our bodies with her too.

She found us that way, slumped on the sofa, our panties and jeans around our ankles, our fingers wet with our juices, panting and moaning as we continued stroking ourselves.

Mommy was in a short skirt, the navy blue pleated skirt she’d been wearing on the plane as we flew back from Vermont. She was barefoot. She stood in front of us, gazing down at us, watching her daughters masturbate. Slowly she pulled up her skirt, letting us see that she had no panties on. We also could see that her pussy was wet, her lips pink and engorged, shiny with her juices. She obviously had been masturbating in Molly’s room while our little sister sucked on her nipples.

For a minute or so, she just watched us. She was rubbing herself too, and we were watching her. Then she said, “Let’s go upstairs, girls.”


In this chapter (and the next), I decided to try something different. I got my sister Kate and my mom to write down all the things they could remember about what we did that night, and especially about how it felt for them, what they were thinking about and stuff. I had to help Katie some because she’s not really a writer like I am. But she did a good job. Mommy didn’t have any trouble with it, since as an attorney she has to write stuff all the time — except I’ll bet none of it is like this, ha-ha! Of course, it’s more than six years later now, when I’m writing this memoir, so they couldn’t remember everything. But I showed them the notes I put in my sexual diary at the time and that helped them get the picture back in their minds. Anyway, here it is, in their words and in mine. I hope you like it!


KATE:

I remember I was kind of scared in a way. It was really exciting though because for a long time I’d thought about it. When I masturbated in my bed at night sometimes I would pretend I was with Mommy and she was kissing my mouth or even kissing my pussy and putting her finger inside me and everything and that always made me cum so fast. I thought about doing that with Julie, too, my sister.

It seemed bad that I should think about stuff like that but I did and it made me so hot. It still seems wrong in a way, but now I know that a lot of moms do these things with their daughters, and sisters like me and Julie have sex a lot too, so I guess it’s okay. I really like doing it, that’s for sure.

Julie says I should tell you about that night. So I will. We started out, me and Julie, by rubbing ourselves on the sofa down in the family room while Mommy was upstairs with Molly putting her to bed. We knew Mommy was letting our sister suck her nipples and that made us both excited. And Mommy had told us this was the night when they would do everything — that’s what they said, everything — that they wanted to do with me. Like she was going to lick my pussy and I would lick hers, and also the same thing with Julie. So I was thinking about that while we masturbated on the sofa.

SUZANNE:

I’m trying to remember now when it was that I first began to fantasize about having sex with my daughters. Perhaps there never really was any specific starting point. Perhaps it just grew naturally out of the pleasure I took when I masturbated as I nursed my little girls.

Yes, even when they were babies, when I was still unhappily married to Ron, I would do that. I did it in secret, of course, usually at night, while I was feeding them just before I put them to bed. As the darling angels sucked on my nipples, it felt so incredibly nice that I just had to touch myself. That’s why I sometimes would let them take my breast even after they were older and I had no milk. Just because I wanted to feel that pleasure again of having their little mouths sucking on my nipples. Then I would masturbate and climax as I held them in my arms.

So, as I said, perhaps my further sexual desire for them grew out of that experience. At any rate, by the time Julie was around 10 years old, she had become the primary focus of my masturbatory fantasies. Often when I would have sex with women at that time, particularly if they were young, or young-looking, I pretended it was not them but my daughter I was fucking. That brought me to some incredibly powerful orgasms.

You already know, however, because Julie has told you, that I had misgivings about some of what I was doing. I felt guilty about it. I dithered before finally deciding to fully seduce Julie, to go all the way with her. Even though I had masturbated with her and we’d had other sexual experiences together, still I hesitated about letting myself do everything I wanted to do. Thankfully, Julie was patient with me and very understanding.

More than understanding, she was wise. She helped me to see things more clearly, helped me work through my anxiety and reach a point of clarity and acceptance. After I’d completed that process, I was ready, and I was very happy with the choice I’d made, the decision to take my 12-year-old daughter as my lesbian lover.

I was and I am so lucky to have her. She is the love of my life.

JULIE:

Aww… it always makes me cry when Mommy says nice things like that. She is so good to me, so full of love. And so sexy too!

SUZANNE:

I came downstairs that night to find my two older daughters side by side on the sofa, their pants pulled down, their hands between their legs. They were masturbating, and it looked to me as though they both had already reached climax at least once. Their fingers were very wet.

Only minutes earlier, I’d had an orgasm myself up in my other daughter’s bedroom, fucking my cunt with my finger as little Molly sucked on my tits. Kate and Julie knew about all that now, about what I was doing with Molly, that is, and they had each done the same things with her. Now we were prepared to do even more with each other.

KATE:

Mommy came and stood in front of us and pulled up her skirt and showed us her pussy. I remember thinking to myself, this is it, this is really it, tonight I’m actually going to lick her sexy pussy and put my fingers inside her. I always thought my mom was so totally hot, it made me cum again and again in my bed when I thought about her body and stuff, and now it wouldn’t be just my imagination any more.

She watched me and Julie masturbating for a minute, and she started rubbing herself too. Then she said, “Let’s go upstairs, girls.” But Julie had another idea.

JULIE:

I said, “Mommy, um, can we… I want to do it downstairs if we can, down here. It seems like, I don’t know, better in a way. Like dirtier or something.”

“Dirtier?” she asked, as she massaged her clit in front of us. “You want to be a dirty girl, a bad girl?”

“Yeah, I, well, it just seems hotter if we do it here instead of in a bedroom. Can we?”

Mommy rubbed herself faster. She looked into my eyes, down at my pussy, at Kate’s little pussy. She licked her lips. “Tell me what you want to do, Julie.”

I liked it when she would ask me to talk nasty to her. It turned her on and it turned me on too.

“I want to watch you licking Kate, licking your daughter’s pussy. I want to see you kissing and sucking her clit, putting your finger inside her. I want you to make her come in your mouth, your 10-year-old daughter, coming in your mouth, while I watch you.”

My mother slid two fingers deep inside her own pussy now, beginning to fuck herself as she listened to me.

“I want you to sit on her face, rub your wet cunt up and down on her mouth. I want see my sister licking your clit and fucking your pussy with her tongue.”

I cold hear Kate beginning to squeal. That meant she was almost ready to come. I looked over at her.

She was staring at Mommy’s crotch as she plunged her middle finger in and out of her vagina. Her face was very red. She was panting and sweating. Then, “Unh! Unh!! UNH!!” She was climaxing again.

“Fuck your little pussy! Fuck your little pussy!” Mommy groaned as she furiously fucked her own cunt. I was rubbing my clit, nearly ready to come too.

Kate came and then Mommy came and then I came.

SUZANNE:

Julie has such a wonderful erotic imagination. She’s always coming up with the most deliciously naughty ideas and she has a way of putting them into words that can excite me as much as anything ever has. It’s interesting to me how sometimes the thought can be just as stimulating as the act. In any event, she talked dirty to me that night, and I had a powerful orgasm as I listened to her and as I watched her and her sister playing with themselves.

KATE:

That was a good idea Julie had. Because after she told us about it and we all masturbated, then we got to do what she said. And she was right, it did seem hotter to have our mom getting naked for us right there in the family room instead of in her bedroom.

Mommy sucked her fingers after she finished, tasting her own cum. I did that too, and so did Julie. All three of us love the taste of our own pussies. I guess maybe most girls do.

SUZANNE:

After I came, and licked my fingers clean, tasting myself, I began to slowly unbutton my shirt and then took it off. The girls were watching me. I was wearing a bra with a front closure. I remember that, because on nights when I was planning to ‘nurse’ Molly, I always made it a point to wear a bra that would be easy to open, or perhaps just wear no bra at all.

I unhooked the bra and let them see my chest. I was blessed with an attractive body, I must admit. Even after having three children, my breasts were still firm and round. I was very lucky. My waist was trim and my stomach mostly flat. Of course, I had to work hard to keep it that way. I went to the gym several times a week and put a great deal of effort into staying in shape. I always wanted to look my best for my sexy daughters.

JULIE:

Mommy took off her bra and showed us her beautiful tits. She took them in her hands, squeezing them, pinching the nipples. Then she did that thing, that awesome thing, where she raised one breast up and reached out her tongue so she could lick her own nipple. My boobs are way too small to do that. Even now, when I’m almost 18, I’m still only an A-cup. But my mom’s tits are big enough that she can do that, and I think it’s so sexy when she does. She stood in front of us and lifted up her boobs, licking her nipples, even sucking on them for a second. She squeezed her nipples between her fingers and I saw her shudder with arousal.

Then our mother unzipped her skirt and stepped out of it, tossing it aside. She wasn’t wearing any panties, of course, and she was barefoot, so now she naked.

“Do you like my body, girls?” she asked, as she ran her hands up and down, stroking her thighs, touching her breasts. “Does it make you hot to look at me this way?”

“Yeah, it does,” I told her. Katie just nodded.

KATE:

I think I could masturbate all day long and cum over and over again just from looking at my mom’s body. She is totally hot, so beautiful. I love her legs and her boobs and her face and her pretty blonde hair. I could masturbate all day while I look at her, or even just think about her, and now I could do even more!

After Mommy was naked, she got down on her knees so she could take Julie’s socks off and she pulled her jeans and her undies the rest of the way off too. Then she had Julie sit up and she lifted her t-shirt up over her head. Julie wasn’t wearing a bra, the way she usually doesn’t at home, so she was naked. Mommy took my shirt off too, and I also didn’t have a bra on, and she pulled my jeans and undies and my socks off, and we were all three naked.

JULIE:

I should add a little something here. Not only did our mother take off our clothes, she also complimented us on our bodies. She admired our legs, saying how nice they were, and then as she removed our shirts, she told us how much she loved our little breasts. She touched our nipples and kissed them. She gave each of us a kiss on the lips when she was done undressing us, and then she stood up again.

“First, I want to watch the two of you,” she said.

SUZANNE:

If you’re a mother and you have sexy young daughters, I’m sure at some point you must have imagined them together, naked, kissing and touching each other. I have learned, by corresponding with quite a few other moms, that this is a very common fantasy. It is not at all unusual for mothers to find their daughters sexually attractive or for mothers to visualize scenes like that when they masturbate.

Far fewer moms, however, actually get the chance to see this in reality, to watch as their daughters make love. I am one of the fortunate few.

I arranged my daughters in a ‘69’ position on the sofa, with Kate on the bottom and Julie on top.

What a sight that was! A 10-year-old girl and a 12-year-old girl with those smooth young bodies, each of them barely pubescent and yet sexually precocious, eager to learn and to experience all the sensual pleasures they could both give and receive.

I stood back and looked at them, touching myself, of course, fondling my breasts with one hand while the other rubbed my clit. I looked at their lovely bodies, so slender and so perfect, and I felt a thrill as I considered that these were not just any nubile young girls I was watching, but my own daughters, my own flesh.

I had given birth to these little beauties, had nursed them, raised them, nurtured them, loved them, and now I was about to give them the fulness of my love. But before that, I wanted to see them love each other, make love with each other.

JULIE:

Oh my god! I was actually going to do it! Finally, at last! I was going to lick my sister’s pussy, and make her come in my mouth!

This was something I’d been fantasizing about, dreaming about, for months. Next to my mom, Kate was the sexiest person I knew. I loved her, really loved her as a sister, and I was also totally crazy about her hot young body.

I just looked at her for a minute, making sure I would always remember how she looked that night, how she smelled, how I felt. I did the joy of looking thing, taking my time, really appreciating where I was and what I was doing.

Finally I bent down and kissed her, a soft kiss at the top of her slit. Her lips were wet, shiny with moisture. She was just as turned on as I was. I inhaled the fragrance of her pussy juice. I kissed her again. She had a few wisps of light brown pussy hair, very fine and short, just beginning to grow.

SUZANNE:

I knelt beside them, putting my head near Kate’s, gazing up into my older daughter’s pussy. Julie had her knees pulled under her on the sofa, her vulva and her ass wide open for us to look at, for Katie to touch and kiss. As I watched, Kate used her fingers to spread Julie’s pussy lips. She was so very wet inside, juices dripping from her little pink vagina. It almost took my breath away looking at her.

KATE:

Julie and me are sitting together as I’m writing this now, and she’s masturbating. She does that a lot. I do too. I masturbate at least once a day, sometimes more than once a day, like maybe three or four times. I masturbate every day, even if I have sex that day with my mom or my sisters or my girlfriend. I just love doing it. One time a few years ago, I remember asking Julie if she thought I did it too much, if it was bad for me to do it more than once a day. And she said that was like asking if I breathed too much, or if eating food more than once a day was bad for me. Julie’s funny. She always knows the right thing to say.

Anyway, that night, my mom made me lie down on the sofa and she got Julie on top of me, only reversed, you know, like in a 69. Then I started licking her.

JULIE:

Behind me, I felt my sister’s fingers parting my labia. I heard my mother gasp as she gazed at me. She was crouching on the floor, next to Katie, both of them looking at my open pussy. I loved knowing that they could see me, could see everything.

I continued kissing my sister’s vulva, kissing her again and again. Lots of kisses, but with no tongue, not yet, only my lips. And the more I kissed her, the more she seemed to want me. She spread her legs and arched her pelvis, trying to bring her sex to my mouth.

I kissed her mound, kissed her labia, kissed the inner part of her thighs. As I kept kissing, she began to open up for me. I wasn’t even touching her with my fingers, but her pussy lips were spreading apart on their own. I could really smell her now. And I could see inside her, could see the dark pink opening of her vagina. She was so juicy, so wet. God, I wanted her so much.

SUZANNE:

I hadn’t meant to do it. I’d intended to begin only by watching them, just watch my daughters make love, and, of course, masturbate. But when I saw Julie’s perfect pink vagina, I couldn’t resist. I couldn’t help myself. I had to touch her.

JULIE:

A finger entered me, pressed inside my cunt. I groaned and tried to spread myself open even farther. I loved being fucked by them, whoever it was was, whether it was my mother or my sister, I loved having them fuck me.

I felt the finger pushing in, deeper inside me. And then I felt a tongue, Katie’s tongue, it must have been, licking me. Oh god, oh god, it felt so nice. Her tongue was so warm, so loving. She licked and sucked and kissed me and then she licked some more, and I also had that finger pressing inside me, oh yes, pushing in even deeper, oh fuck yes, so deep, probing inside my cunt, reaching into me, taking me —

KATE:

Once I started licking Julie, it didn’t take her very long at all. Mommy put her finger inside her too. I was licking her and Mommy was fucking her. I had my eyes closed then, I remember that, and I could feel Julie kissing my pussy, but the main thing for me was that I was sucking and licking my sister’s clit, licking her and tasting her and sucking her, and then all of a sudden she was cumming.

SUZANNE:

“Oh god!” Julie cried, “OH GOD!!”

It was wonderful to see her climax that way, with my finger deep inside her and her little sister sucking on her clit. As I said, I’d intended just to masturbate while watching my daughters — but instead I quickly got caught up in the excitement, pushing my finger inside Julie’s sexy pink vagina, fucking her, giving her an orgasm.

I wasn’t masturbating any more, but that didn’t matter. I wanted to see Julie come in her sister’s face. And she did come. She came very hard — so hard, so loudly that I wondered for a moment if she would wake Molly, and then what would happen?

I’d already told the girls I wasn’t ready yet for Molly to be involved, not this involved anyway. But if she came downstairs and found us and wanted to join in, would I be able to turn her away? I was pretty sure I wouldn’t, nor would I even want to. I remember hoping right then that Molly actually would come down and join us. I was ready to fuck her then and there. I was so turned on that night, I was ready for anything.

But she didn’t. Molly stayed in her room. Julie finished coming in her sister’s face.

JULIE:

I couldn’t believe how fast Kate made me come. Partly it was that finger inside me too, which I found out later, of course, was Mommy’s finger. But mostly it was just the way Kate licked me and sucked my clit. Maybe it’s also because I wanted it so bad. Whatever it was, the sensation was so strong that it made me lose all control. I’d meant to start licking Kate’s pussy, trying to make us come at the same time, but I failed at that. Before I could even begin, while I was still just kissing her and sort of teasing her, suddenly I had this huge orgasm. And I was loud too.

KATE:

Julie was screaming. I’d never heard her scream like that when she came. And she was totally wet too, all this warm juicy stuff dripping out of her, dripping down Mommy’s hand and onto my face. It was really great.

SUZANNE:

When Julie climaxed, I could feel the walls of her tight little vagina squeezing in around my finger. Oh, that was so thrilling, so exciting!

JULIE:

In a way it was kind of embarrassing, because I was the older girl, supposedly the more experienced one, and yet Katie made me come first, before I’d barely even started on her.

As soon as I was able, still panting and gasping, quivering with tremors from the strength of my orgasm, I put my face down between my sister’s legs, enthusiastically licking her wet pussy, shoving my tongue inside her hole, sucking her clit, fingering her, running my tongue and my lips all over everywhere — maybe too enthusiastically — but god, I wanted her to come, wanted her to feel what I’d just felt.

KATE:

Wow, and so right after Julie has this awesome screaming cum, wet stuff everywhere, suddenly she’s licking me, almost like devouring me or something, totally like nothing I had ever felt before. I mean, I was still only 10, and I didn’t really know anything. So to have her licking me like that, I can’t even say how great it was. She put her finger inside me too, which I love, and her mouth is doing whatever she did, and I laid my head back and closed my eyes and just felt it. My own big sister, the girl I loved so much, so smart and friendly and so nice to everyone, my best friend in the whole world, and now she was licking me, licking my pussy, and I was going to cum in her mouth.

JULIE:

First Mommy made me cry, and now Katie is. I don’t mean on that night five years ago, I mean right now, as she’s writing this. She is so sweet!

SUZANNE:

What a night that was for us. Watching my daughters lick each other, eating each other’s pussies, both having wonderful climaxes. As a mom, there’s almost nothing more exciting or more satisfying to see. And we were just getting started.

Continue on to Chapter 71

 

7 Comments on The Joy of Looking, Chapter 70

  1. Amanda Lynn says:

    Wonderfully different way to write a scene. Still freaking hot though NM. 🙂

    • Tim says:

      Reading this again, at least a year after I first read it, it’s still incredibly good NM. In fact, I almost think it’s got better second time around. Brilliant chapter thanks. It wasn’t just the characters in the story who came!!!

  2. kim says:

    Yes! what a hot perfect chapter.

  3. Naughty Mommy says:

    Wet kisses and big thanks to both of you!

  4. David says:

    God that was an amazing and sensual chapter. So how as Suzanne fingers Julie as her daughter 69. It makes me so excited every chapter I read. Such a loving family and knowing there is more to cum is even more exciting. I love your work NM, and I know you are not into men but I would love one of those wet kisses and a big hug! 🙂

  5. 3FingersNeat says:

    This story is a gift that just keeps giving. I’ve never read a better story. Like many others I was somewhat put off by the sheer number of chapters but once I started reading I simply couldn’t stop. Every chapter builds on the one before and I’ve absolutely fallen in love with each and every one of the characters. Thank you, NM, for writing this from Julie’s perspective. Her growth through the story is perfect. Thank you for giving us this incredible journey of love. I am in awe of your storytelling ability.

    Thank you,
    3FingersNeat.

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